it's been a year today!! oh how i miss him!
our first date we made this humungo snowman. :)
so basically i am crazy.
i know i have already done this before.
but i can't help it.
i just love this kid.
everything about this guy makes this bubbliness emerge in my chest and it maybe comes out as a little squeal and big fat smile...maybe.
life goes on though.
i know from first-hand experience that things don't always work out the way you hope, but the way they do work out is your own beautiful God-given story.
as cheesy as this sounds i really do feel it...
someone as good as mckay is worth waiting for or at least seeing what happens.
because of my experiences i feel skeptical and sometimes insane for waiting to see what happens with....yet another missionary.
but as i have talked with my brother (who is quite the inspiring man) i have realized more and more that if we want something we have to go for it, work for it, and hope for it...even if it is crazy and highly unlikely.
anywho, i am excited for life. i am excited for my future and what is coming in general. i can't wait for mckay to come home and to just listen to him. he has the best stories.
i am sooooooooooooooooo happy that it's been a year already!
