St. George!

Things I've missed in St. George:
  • Mom and Dad
  • KrisAnne
  • SUNSHINE
  • Pizza and Pasta Factory
  • Ivins 2009/2010 Royalty
  • My car/Driving
  • My running routes
  • The Thornton's (Holly, Mark, Joshy, and Beka)
  • The Sandbergs
  • The Gines'
  • My primary class
  • ST. GEORGE TEMPLE
  • My bed/own room and bathroom
  • Aunt Marsha
  • MY PIANO
Things I miss in Rexburg:
  • Rexburg Temple
  • My roommates
  • Walking everywhere
  • The Bowman's
  • The special spirit
  • School
  • My own food
After a week home I think I'm ready to go back to my home in Rexburg. I am ready to finish out the semester and definitely ready for Christmas! :) Overall this week has been fun. Coming home was harder than I thought it would ever be, but it was so nice to spend time with friends and family again. Life has changed. Better? Worse? No. Just changed.

Fear? No...

This morning I walked up to the Rexburg temple to go do some baptisms. Lately I have been studying out of an amazing book called The Infinite Atonement. It has taken me a while to read because it gives you so much to think about that I have to stop, ponder, and let it all sink in. This has helped me so much to apply the Atonement more fully in my life. It has helped me dig deeper into the Atonement and what Christ really did for each of his brothers and sisters. I reccommend this book it is great.

                                                                                 
Anyway, that's not what I wanted to write about. My Sophomore year of high school we studied the Old Testament in Seminary. The theme that year was Fear Not. Over the summer and throughout this semester the Lord has brought this phrase into my mind over and over again. Sometimes in the temple I like to read the Bible dictionary. There are tons of little treasures in there. Today I was skimming through and the word Fear caught my eye. The last part of it says, "Ever since the Fall God has been teaching men not to fear, but with penitence to ask forgiveness in full confidence of receiving it." Recently this has been true in my life. The Lord has been trying to teach me how to have faith in him; how to trust the Atonement and let it work in my life. Which leads me to one of my favorite scriptures. Mark 5:36 "...Be not afraid, only believe." There is a footnote on the word believe which says GR exercise faith. Our merciful father doesn't want us to fear his Son's sacrifice. He wants us to believe or exercise faith "in full confidence." The Lord Jesus Christ did indeed suffer all things; descending beneath it all. He conquered all things and is willing to give us power to conquer all things. So.....


Be Not Afraid, Only Believe.