Yellowstone Adventure and Rexburg

jane and me
kisses
lucy and me
blaine and me
old faithful
alaska-looking hot pot
close-up bison
ladd parents and old faithful
emily and me

just had an amazing weekend with the Ladd's and the Bowman's

Yellowstone was as amazing as my mom always described it

i loved spending time with jane and with lucy and cody

and the ladds


i have felt so much love these past few weeks. i don't know why i have been so blessed, but i am so deeply grateful for the many wonderful people the lord has placed in my life.

i love spending time with family. as i was with lucy and cody i just relized that what they are doing right now, going to school, working toward some goals, raising their daughter, is exactly what life is about. life is about creating and enjoying. i am so thankful for the examples i have of this through my siblings and their families.

the ladd's were so generous to offer to take me with them up to rexburg and to yellowstone with their family. we had many adventures and a lot of laughs.

vacations are always super fun and exciting, but when we turned the corner and saw the big y on the mountain i was filled with excitement to be home again. i was so excited to see my roommates and especially to see my brother. i went and visited him first thing and again, i realized what an amazing brother and friend that i have.

hope you enjoy the pictures. if you get a chance to go up to yellowstone take it! it's amazing! 






So Good

catch up

  
niece and nephews
mckelle adriana me
angels landing
rock climbing chuckawala
Austin me batting in the virigin river
kurt fixed the dent in my car
jam packed and ready to go
cousins! love this kid with all my heart


I am in Provo.

I LOVE IT!

i miss my friends. so much, but i am meeting so many awesome fun people.
i love being so close to my brother. he is the bomb diggity.
everyone has been super friendly.
i love my roommates.
i am just being spoiled.

i have been looking for a job and i have had to take the office skills test.
the people in the employment center has had an addition to their daily routine...ME!
seriously, i have gone into the employment center everyday they are open since i have moved here. 
but today i finally achieved the desired scores.
WOOHOO!!
i also finished my resume.
go me!

so now all there's left to do is actually find a job.
pray for me!
Guess what? Second Chemistry test, maybe wasn't so good, but third...I got a 95%

I might pass Chemistry with a B this semester! I am pretty stoked! I tried to study so hard this time and I prayed constantly that I would be able to understand and do well on my test and God truly is merciful. When I was up at BYU-Idaho I took Math 110 which is just college algebra, but it was a lot different than any other algebra class I had taken. I remember going to the library, sitting down, and telling Heavenly Father that I needed a miracle and that I was going to put faith in him to help me pass this class...God can do a lot with a little bit of faith and a lot of hard work.

Guess what else?? I got a letter from Mckay! This is my third time hearing from him since he has been in Brazil. He is so awesome. I love and respect him so much. Not that I am counting, because I really am NOT waiting for another missionary, but, last Friday he hit 9 months being on his mission. Where does time go? I love being busy, but sometimes it is a little frightening how fast life goes by if you aren't paying attention. Anyway, I am happy for him and it sounds like he is loving it in Brazil. He told me in his letter he is starting to really love certain things about Brazil, like eating beans and seeing horses tied up like pets in people's yards. The beginning of his letter was really weird looking, but he said that he was writing on a rock and it was pretty difficult. He is such a goofball!

Guess what else??? I have been accepted to BYU-Provo for Summer semester and am moving to Provo May 14. Crazy right? Who would have really thought I would end up at BYU? Not me! that's for sure. Still, sometimes I think about it and wonder how this happened?? :) There are still a lot of kinks to work out, like finding a job, and paying for everything, but I am just going to move forward with faith and work really hard! But, I am officially a BYU Cougar!  


Can I just say...I love this girl so much. She is the most beautiful girl inside and out. I don't know how she got so good, but I hope one day I can be more like her. I am so thankful for her friendship, patience and constant encouragement. It is amazing how much easier life is with good people in your life who believe in you and look out for you. I am going to miss her like crazy when I move. It makes my heart so sad, but it just means lots of visits and texts, and calls. :) 

There has been a lot more things that have happened this semester, but it would just take so long to write. Maybe after finals I will try to summarize....maybe. 

Well, have a great day! 

Peace and Blessings
Peace and Blessings 

Victory

I took my first Chemistry test yesterday and I just barely looked to see what I got.

70.83 out of 100

WOO HOO!!

You might wonder why I feel so good about a C, but this is my second time taking Chemistry. Last semester I recieved a big FAILURE on every test I took. I feel so good!

"But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ." -1 Corinthians 15:57

It's In!

My application to BYU- Provo is in!! Now all that is left to do is pray I will get in and earn some money! I am super stoked! I have more to blog about, but it will have to wait. I just don't have time right now. WOO HOO!!!

Wise Use of Words

I am a fan of poetry. It is beautiful.

"Myself"

I have to live with myself, and so
I want to be fit for myself to know,
I want to be able, as days go by,
Always to look myself straight in the eye;
I don't want to stand, with the setting sun,
And hate myself for the things I've done.

I don't want to keep on a closet shelf,
A lot of secrets about myself,
And fool myself, as I come and go,
Into thinking that nobody else will know
The kind of man that I really am;
I don't want to dress up myself in sham.

I want to go out with my head erect,
I want to deserve all men's respect;
But here in the struggle for fame and pelf,
I want to be able to like myself.
I don't want to look at myself and know.
That I'm bluster and bluff and empty show.

I never can hide myself from me;
I see what others can never see;
I know that others may never know;
I never can fool myself, and so,
Whatever happens, I want to be
Self-respecting and conscience free.

--Edgar A. Guest.

"The Pearl"

Each of us desire beauty in our life.
But, often we see only chaos and strife.
Frustration sets in as we seek for order,
Unable to see past the walls of our self-proclaimed border.
Longing we seek for the Masters hand,
Desiring only a glimpse of His all-knowing plan.
Our loving Father will always come to our aid.
It pains Him to see us feeling alone and dismayed.
Fortunately His eyes see beyond our frame.
He knows what we need and in the end what we'll gain.
So with patience we must act upon what we know to be right
Until the Father graces us with further light.
When irritations come, give thought to the oyster
Whose example of patience can give cause to bolster.
A single grain of sand, though uncomfortable it may be,
Time and consistency develops a beauty unseen.
A pearl that is priceless beyond all measure.
Comparably, trials, through sacrifice, become our greatest treasure.
Through our trust and good works God can fashion a pearl,
And a path once unclear He begins to unfurl.

--Blaine Ladd

"I Will Not Fail Thee"

A baby was born
On a starry night.
They named him Jesus
and called him the Light.

He illuminates the way
on earth, where we are.
His life was perfect,
but he left with a scar.

He suffered much pain
For the sins we commit.
All he asks is our heart;
Our will to submit.

A covenant he makes;
A gift that is free.
Our savior, he promises,
I will not fail thee.

That night in the garden
I saw your sweet face.
I felt all your worries,
Your fears, and disgrace.

I conquered it all
So that you might live.
My peace and my comfort
Unto you, I give.

Fear not my sweet child,
And hear my plea,
Have faith in my Grace
For I will not fail thee.

Through the spirit
I know that this message is true.
I have felt of his love
Ans his assurances too.

Sometimes we walk blindly
not know before
Of the blessings ahead
And the truths in store.

So humbly I plead
A favor for me,
Trust when he says
I will not fail thee.

--Joanie Panganiban 

The Monument

God,
Before He sent His children to earth
Gave each of them
A very carefully selected package
Of problems.

These,
He promised, smiling,
Are yours alone. No one
Else may have the blessings
These problems will bring you.

And only you
Have the special talents and abilities
That will be needed
To make these problems
Your servants.

Now go down to your birth
And to your forgetfulness. Know that
I love you beyond measure.
These problems that I give you
Are a symbol of that love.

The monument you make of your life
With the help of your problems
Will be a symbol or your
Love for me,
Your Father.

--Blaine M. Yorgason

"Someone is Watching"

Someone is watching
and that's a fast.
Someone will copy
The way you act.
So make this your motto
and put it to use.
Be someones example
and not their excuse.

--Kathy McDonald